tainted love
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Few moments ago, someone used the internet sms thing
and sent me a message but didn't leave the name!
Then how I know who in the world are you?!
Tell me soon ok? whoever that is ):
Anyway, should I take away my tagbox?
It's taking a large chunk of space.
Oh well..
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Happy Birthday Daddy!
Although I hope you are NOT reading this because
I hope you have finally stopped reading my blog
when I told you to so many gazillion times.
fyi if you are reading this dad.
i'm a poor shyte now.
$_$
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN (:
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Monday, January 29, 2007
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's her."
happen to chance upon this at someone's lj.
it does make sense to me.
but I've lose faith in expecting things from that special one
cause i'm afraid that he won't live up to my expectation
anyway new blogskin from me - the tainted love
been 35786432186324 years since I really sit down and design one
o well
):
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Friday, January 26, 2007
POP me up buttercup (:
Chance upon this cute poem:
I am attracted to you
Like an electron to a proton
Together we form an ionic bond
Though we are oppositely charged ions
I’m drawn towards you
Our love is unique as an orbital
For only two electrons can only fill its space
As my love for you increases
My energy level increases
I am in the excited state
Increasing the tendency to undergo a reaction
I was an element
It took you to make me a compound
Falling in love is a chemical reaction
I have been transformed
When I first met you
There was a need for bonding
Which caused my love for you to grow
Ours is an exothermic love
Each giving off love not just absorbing
Sometimes you do something especially nice
Which speeds up the chemical process
Like a catalyst in my increasing love for you
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I know this is so old school but LOOK it's only 1906 and my pet has been sleeping since then! )):
Oh well.
I hope Eugene gonna bring his pet to school to school tmr
to play so that school will be half as boring.
H3 test is tomorrow.
Did I tell you that I haven't even attend a single lecture or tutorial yet?
And I realised that I think I actually have a
damn lot of time left to study for my H3 tmr?
Oh hellllll.
And cross country 3.4km today is so exhausting.
Oh yeah my January's issue of Reader Digest just arrived through mail today with my seventeen mag.
I can't wait flipping through them (:
And my Paperchase birthday card and
my pretty ring file arrived through mail yesterday (:
My v-neck fcuk top will be arriving tmr!
And my Miss Sixty Jeans will be arriving the day after tmr (:
Bought my pretty bag from far east today!
It's a steal for such a pretty bag!
Joy!
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Hello all. No presents for guessing that I didn't go to school today :D
Woohoo. I know my geog teacher is going to hunt me down and very damn possibly screw me up.
I always get the i-dont-feel-like-going-to-school-so-pls-cook-up-some-reason-for-me-to-excuse-myself kind of mood.
A couple of random stuff:
Bumped into Qingyun who I havent met in 3548731975321 years.
I wonder if Eugene went to school.
I slept at almost every lecture. Yawns.
& I feel like drinking Vanilla Frapp now ):
Tata!
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
Friday, January 19, 2007
f the damn school. There's homework already ): Zomg!! A ton of geography revision worksheet which I take ultra long to figure my way, Math integration and complex number tutorial which is like really difficult, and Econs macroecons on GDP and GNP is oh-so-boring that I doze off 3/4 of the lectures away. Oh hell. And then there's loads test on the last week of the term which means no March holiday to study, and H3 lessons at NTU is draining away my energy.. Oh hellllll. And cross country 3.2km in another few days time T_T Oh HELL.
Anyway I left school at about 12pm through the back gate ;) Left for town to meet Lisa. We had very yummy pastries at Gloria Jeans :D and Xiao Long Bao at Crystal Jade. We wanted to catch a movie but we ended up playing bowling instead. Super fun (: This should be the life man - bumming around all day long. After we completed everything, it was only five oclock. Wah very good. Oh well. Zoom back to Sengkang and meet Chian lin. ChillxXx out at starbucks. Double joy (: ¶ 11:19 PM 0 Comments
Anyway I left school at about 12pm through the back gate ;) Left for town to meet Lisa. We had very yummy pastries at Gloria Jeans :D and Xiao Long Bao at Crystal Jade. We wanted to catch a movie but we ended up playing bowling instead. Super fun (: This should be the life man - bumming around all day long. After we completed everything, it was only five oclock. Wah very good. Oh well. Zoom back to Sengkang and meet Chian lin. ChillxXx out at starbucks. Double joy (: ¶ 11:19 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
i've no freaking idea what am i doing now.
whether its right or wrong ):
i don't wanna hurt anybody
URGH.
shuddup may. shuddup.
just go back to your room and sulk.
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Monday, January 15, 2007
a explaination is needed,
a reason is demanded,
and a guilt should be given,
as it spells hatred and revenge beneath it.
I'm pretty NOT excited about the first day of school of the week actually. Cause the second day of school is going to be a DRAG and I can just feel it. Shuddup may. Shuddup. Anyway physics test was so terrifying that I just plonked my head on the table when I flip through the pages. But thank God that I'm not alone. Hohums shall wait till everyone gets back their result and we shall see again.
I'm definitely looking forward to my daily dose of Cassandra and her whats-not nonsense, hearing Lisa's laughter & voice every two seconds in class, sitting at the table every morning just hanging out with my favouritest people..
Oh and the workload of course. I absolutely heart/ lung/ intestines the amount of geog homework.
Anyway I bought new pretty files so I am very happy to file my homework inside ((:
Talk about randomness
& that's ME!
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Friday, January 12, 2007
I was damn loser today. Decided to take 43 back home alone and instead of travelling back home, I travelled in the opposite direction towards Upper East Coast! Shit man. In the end I took 2 hours to get home -_- I'm so damn smart.
Anyway, just to clear up the misuderstanding, my nick on msn is talking abt sadness ok. SADNESS. enjoy it, embrace it, discard it. then proceed. yeah. not other things ok.
School has been rather boring. I really really don't like lectures. It induces sleep for some apparent reason. Damn it I gotta kick that horrible habit. Die why do I sound so pissed. I think it's the rain. Rainy days make me moody, and guess what. it's been raining non stop since school started. Where's the sun man! I wanna go to the beach but it's been raining like crap! And work is piling up already. I've got many tutorial worksheets to do already but I haven't touched any. And I didn't read the damn lecture notes.
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Anyway, just to clear up the misuderstanding, my nick on msn is talking abt sadness ok. SADNESS. enjoy it, embrace it, discard it. then proceed. yeah. not other things ok.
School has been rather boring. I really really don't like lectures. It induces sleep for some apparent reason. Damn it I gotta kick that horrible habit. Die why do I sound so pissed. I think it's the rain. Rainy days make me moody, and guess what. it's been raining non stop since school started. Where's the sun man! I wanna go to the beach but it's been raining like crap! And work is piling up already. I've got many tutorial worksheets to do already but I haven't touched any. And I didn't read the damn lecture notes.
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
My sis and I went to Marmalade Pantry for brunch! Its at Orchard. So convenient. Hehe. I had the french toast with caramelised apples fig & honey ice cream, grilled chicken and bacon club and elvis chocolate banana cupcake with peanut butter frosting. :-) And I wanna go Graze. Come on come on! Who wants to go with me... *roll eyes* Anyways, my sis gave me a set of Dior glitter lip gloss :D
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Friday, January 05, 2007
I LOVE TAKING BUSES NOW!
Because I have concession,
HAHA.
Damn cheapskate,
But I don't care
hahahahaha.
Oh, and bus ride home was fantastic..thanks(:
Went down t NUS for orientation.
Met many many of my primary school friends. (:
Left after briefing with Rach t shop.
AND I WANT MY MISS SIXTY JEANS!!
come $$ come
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
Today in itself has made me suddenly realise how quickly I'm growing up.. In a flash I'm already 18 this year. In the last lap of my standard years of education in Singapore.. And next year I'll be 19 and on my own. And I'll have to know where I'm going.. What I want to do.. Who I want to be. And up to this moment I still don't know. I'm seriously clueless. I don't know what I want to do with my life.. I honestly don't. I've considered things like dance, but is that the path I really want to take? I don't think I dance well enough to be a professional dancer.. or rather, I don't practice enough.
Because I'm too lazy to... I've let this laziness thing get in my way much too often. Although I haven't lived very long, I do know that I've passed up many opportunities to bring me to greater heights simply because I've never put in the extra effort to push myself to work harder. I can honestly say I've never lived up to my expectations. Since this year is do or die.. I will make a promise. I promise that for once in my life, I will make myself proud. And I will do it.. Because I have to. And although I don't believe new year resolutions ever hold true, I hope that the year will mould me into a better person. I hope that I will treasure all relationships with friends and family, have the courage to do what's right, have the determination to get through to the end, press on when times get tough. Most importantly, to live up to my expectations. And be happy.
But I'm scared. What lies ahead? Sometimes, I feel so far away from the ones that are 'closest' to me. It's like, I don't know what's going on with them, how they are, how's everything etc... And it scares me. It scares me to feel like a stranger to the ones I'm supposed to be closest too. And I don't know what to do about it. I miss him a lot. Seriously I do.
A lot of things on my mind lately, me thinking and pondering about stuff, being emo again. I keep wondering things, and not being able to figure them out. Just end up being confused, like really bad. I'm feeling woozy. From everything. Where's my mayy time?!? For me to sit in coffeeclub and eat my carrotcake and read a book and people-watch and chill out and breathe.
Because I'm too lazy to... I've let this laziness thing get in my way much too often. Although I haven't lived very long, I do know that I've passed up many opportunities to bring me to greater heights simply because I've never put in the extra effort to push myself to work harder. I can honestly say I've never lived up to my expectations. Since this year is do or die.. I will make a promise. I promise that for once in my life, I will make myself proud. And I will do it.. Because I have to. And although I don't believe new year resolutions ever hold true, I hope that the year will mould me into a better person. I hope that I will treasure all relationships with friends and family, have the courage to do what's right, have the determination to get through to the end, press on when times get tough. Most importantly, to live up to my expectations. And be happy.
But I'm scared. What lies ahead? Sometimes, I feel so far away from the ones that are 'closest' to me. It's like, I don't know what's going on with them, how they are, how's everything etc... And it scares me. It scares me to feel like a stranger to the ones I'm supposed to be closest too. And I don't know what to do about it. I miss him a lot. Seriously I do.
A lot of things on my mind lately, me thinking and pondering about stuff, being emo again. I keep wondering things, and not being able to figure them out. Just end up being confused, like really bad. I'm feeling woozy. From everything. Where's my mayy time?!? For me to sit in coffeeclub and eat my carrotcake and read a book and people-watch and chill out and breathe.
)):
I'm falling apart.
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
