tainted love
hiatus;
hiatus;
not gonna blog here any near future.
might revert back to here someday..
both partially locked.
I have learned from lesson that the most valuable thing in the world
is your private life.
My life is private and I plan to keep it that way.
;goodbye elsie
25th of May 2007 at 9.45pm
my very dear friend Elsie died..
i'm lost
sorry for my lack of updates. been really really busy lately with my sprees and studies. guess what JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE AND I FINALLY CAN GO OUT WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS! WOO!!
Okay promise you to at least study and give it a shot so i shall get back to it now.
In the mean time you sleep well.
I shall openly declare that
I love my boyfriend very much
thank you (:
you can check out my secret blog too (:
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And I don't want to go to school on Thursday.

i miss my weekly outing ):
i have
econs test (KEYNESIAN, AD/AS MODEL AND INTERNATIONAL ECONOMY #!^#*&^$">#!^#*&!^$*)
physics spa skill B&CI'M SOO GONNA FAIL DESPITE READING THROUGH MY NOTES BUT IT'S FINALLY OVER. PERIOD
gp prelims
math normal distribution
10 long essay question for geography tutorials
geog test (URBAN LAND USE AND MODEL)
gp mock comprehension paper
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http://illbeyourangel.wordpress.com/bad day. slept through all my lessons the whole damn day. dozing to everything the teachers were saying. then i go school for what? everytime i dozed off i dreamt of different things.
i miss cindy and chianlin ):
OKAY back to physics.
it's as if i'm getting really really obsessive over my weight and everyone keeps telling me 'eh you lost weight,' and the next moment its 'eh your hips look a bit bigger, i think you put on a little bit of weight.A LITTLE BIT ONLY'
but when i hear that, even if its just A LITTLE BIT i would get all psycho and start getting damn frustrated cus my weight keeps fluctuating.
i know everyone gets annoyed with me for being so compulsive and obsessive but i really can't help it, i'm trying!i swear i am, but everytime someone tells me that i've put on weight i'll go crazy!
i cant afford to put on weight!if i'm short i wouldnt mind being a little plumpie, but i can't afford to! because if i do become a plumpie that stands at 1.64m, i will look like some freak!

will someone tell me.. which one looks more like a spider?
don't worry lisa! nobody will be able to tell that ugly thing is draw by you