it's as if i'm getting really really obsessive over my weight and everyone keeps telling me 'eh you lost weight,' and the next moment its 'eh your hips look a bit bigger, i think you put on a little bit of weight.A LITTLE BIT ONLY'

but when i hear that, even if its just A LITTLE BIT i would get all psycho and start getting damn frustrated cus my weight keeps fluctuating.

i know everyone gets annoyed with me for being so compulsive and obsessive but i really can't help it, i'm trying!i swear i am, but everytime someone tells me that i've put on weight i'll go crazy!
i cant afford to put on weight!if i'm short i wouldnt mind being a little plumpie, but i can't afford to! because if i do become a plumpie that stands at 1.64m, i will look like some freak!























will someone tell me.. which one looks more like a spider?

don't worry lisa! nobody will be able to tell that ugly thing is draw by you  ¶ 10:06 AM