sometimes i wonder if i should just act on 'impulse'. say the things i really wanna say, without really being afraid of the consequences. speak my heart out. aye. but i know i don't have the guts to do so, which is why i have so many things still kept with me, reminding me of each little regret i have.anw. got a new nickname for my eyecandy --> herbal candy ): sheryl came up with it, kinda funny. go figure. [oh and hers is umm small whale. don't think dirty ah.] but so sad.... oh wells. fun while it lasted? i'm mad huh.ah yes. i've been thinking again. things are so confusing sometimes. =(