I hate myself
I screwed up my maths paper today
And I spent ten yrs solving it and I cant simply find the answer to it.
And I'm feeling so lost I got caught up with memories and more memories, both good and bad and there's so many things and shit to consider and sometimes I wondering what I do now issit right or wrong issit making things worse or making things more complicated.
I think I need some guidance to such complex matters and complex numbers are making them worse.

I'm vexed. And irritated and wth I want to go ECP but I can't!
I HATE THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD.
DAMN THE BLOCK TEST!  ¶ 8:31 PM