tainted love
Sunday, April 29, 2007
i feel really really clumsy and stupid ):
The news of the dismissal of a boy from our school broke to us during assembly on friday morning because of one snide remark he made in his blog which cause an upheaval in school. It really is such an upsetting event. The teachers were a little angsty, and even the security guard pulled a long face when he watched us leave the assembly area. This made me realise how very, absolutely, totally fragile life is. I knew how fragile life is since a long time ago but it is only when something close to oneself hits one does it have such an impact. When I was little, I used to be very, very afraid of death. Maybe I still am. Because of these, I tell myself I must enjoy and live life to the fullest every single day no matter how cliched it may seem. ¶ 11:19 AM 0 Comments
The news of the dismissal of a boy from our school broke to us during assembly on friday morning because of one snide remark he made in his blog which cause an upheaval in school. It really is such an upsetting event. The teachers were a little angsty, and even the security guard pulled a long face when he watched us leave the assembly area. This made me realise how very, absolutely, totally fragile life is. I knew how fragile life is since a long time ago but it is only when something close to oneself hits one does it have such an impact. When I was little, I used to be very, very afraid of death. Maybe I still am. Because of these, I tell myself I must enjoy and live life to the fullest every single day no matter how cliched it may seem. ¶ 11:19 AM 0 Comments
Thursday, April 26, 2007
facts:
1. the world is unfair.
2. a little tired.
-from STAR.
-from school.
-from food.
-from tests.
3. where's maayy time?
4. i swear, i hate geography.
-nothing but FOS.
STAR tomorrow.
SPA on nextnext week.
maths test on monday.
tuiton on sat.
and i love u many much cus u love me more than you love yourself,
get well soon sweetie.
<3 ¶ 11:08 PM 0 Comments
1. the world is unfair.
2. a little tired.
-from STAR.
-from school.
-from food.
-from tests.
3. where's maayy time?
4. i swear, i hate geography.
-nothing but FOS.
STAR tomorrow.
SPA on nextnext week.
maths test on monday.
tuiton on sat.
and i love u many much cus u love me more than you love yourself,
get well soon sweetie.
<3 ¶ 11:08 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Image Heavy Post (:
you've been warn!
Peek-tures of my wonderful classmates/exclassmates/boy
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Rules for Living
1. Never panic. Stop, breathe, think.
2. No one is thinking about you. They're thinking about themselves, just like you.
3. Never change haircut or colour before an important event.
4. Nothing is either as bad or as good as it seems.
5. Do as you would be done by, e.g., thou shalt not kill.
6. It is better to buy one expensive thing that you really like than several cheap ones that you only quite like.
7. Hardly anything matters: if you get upset, ask yourself, 'Does it really matter?'
8. The key to success lies in how you pick yourself up from failure.
9. Be honest and kind.
10. Only buy clothes that make you feel like doing a small dance.
11. Trust your instincts, not your overactive imagination.
12. When overwhelmed by disaster, check if it's really a disaster by doing the following: a) think, 'Oh, fuck it,' b) look on the bright side and, if that doesn't work, look on the funny side.
If neither of the above works then maybe it is a disaster so turn to items 1 and 5
13. Don't expect the world to be safe or life to be fair.
14. Sometimes you just have to go with the flow.
15. Don't regret anything, Remember there wasn't anything else that could have happened, given who you were and the state of the world at the moment. The only thing you can change is the present, so learn from the past.
16. If you start regretting something, and thinking, 'I should have done...' always add, 'but then I might have been run over by a lorry or blwon up by a Japanese-manned torpedo.'
Olivia Joules and the Overactive Imagination
By Helen Fielding, creator of Bridget Jones
By Helen Fielding, creator of Bridget Jones
=)
¶ 12:38 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
today wasn't as happy as the past few days
but still semi happy
lol
i guess i'm just too tired today )):
and my mind keep blanking during lecture
oh i saw kenneth during monday.
kind of weird since he's not together with fiona anymore ): ¶ 11:50 PM 0 Comments
but still semi happy
lol
i guess i'm just too tired today )):
and my mind keep blanking during lecture
oh i saw kenneth during monday.
kind of weird since he's not together with fiona anymore ): ¶ 11:50 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, April 15, 2007
i guess i can be reallyreally unreasonable when it comes to relationship.
owell..
poeple disaapoint people right?
Physics SPA tomorrow ):
& i should really start mugging my ass off
emo kid
¶ 1:02 PM 0 Comments
owell..
poeple disaapoint people right?
Physics SPA tomorrow ):
& i should really start mugging my ass off
Friday, April 13, 2007
friday passed by extremely fast, k actually most days do except for mundane mondays. school was pretty much a waste of time (as usual), only had a lecture, which was accompanied with Mr Ong's random question about Quantum Physics at me (Bad Friday), so I was a bit lost in between, constantly turning around t check with others to check my answers. and also, stupid me forgot t bring along a sweater, so i was freezing my ass off in the blasted LT. lunch was extremely good especially the company, im really getting skinner and my diet's gunna start..soon. i don't really need to lose another 5kg or so..
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i feel like drinking sugarcane now, a HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE jug would be fantastic!): ¶ 9:03 PM 0 Comments
940iw ytushdg90834y tow9e w97et o
i feel like drinking sugarcane now, a HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE jug would be fantastic!): ¶ 9:03 PM 0 Comments
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
It just dawned on me that I have never been as slack as I am now when I was back in nanchiau high
as in seriously!!
why?
I didnt have t start on what i haven't been doing for the past 6387432196876352 days in ij
what more with the two chapters being taught simultaneously at lectures
I'm like as lost as a duck
but it doesn't bother me
how ah?
and then somebody reminded me about PRELIMS
and I was like thinking when was the last time I actually had PRELIMS
in nanchiau high it was like an average of three tests per week in place of PRELIMS
perhaps that was what made me actually study
now everybody will do last minute studying during the june holidays
and the teachers will just leave you to die
that answers why I feel so god damn free now
although I very much don't want to do just that
but it seems like I have no drive
and even when I tried to study,
I realised that I don't have a grasp of the topic as much as I did back in secondary school
Its like just studying blindly
this sucks ¶ 10:52 PM 0 Comments
as in seriously!!
why?
I didnt have t start on what i haven't been doing for the past 6387432196876352 days in ij
what more with the two chapters being taught simultaneously at lectures
I'm like as lost as a duck
but it doesn't bother me
how ah?
and then somebody reminded me about PRELIMS
and I was like thinking when was the last time I actually had PRELIMS
in nanchiau high it was like an average of three tests per week in place of PRELIMS
perhaps that was what made me actually study
now everybody will do last minute studying during the june holidays
and the teachers will just leave you to die
that answers why I feel so god damn free now
although I very much don't want to do just that
but it seems like I have no drive
and even when I tried to study,
I realised that I don't have a grasp of the topic as much as I did back in secondary school
Its like just studying blindly
this sucks ¶ 10:52 PM 0 Comments
Monday, April 09, 2007
hello hello
monday is a boring day
anyhow
school is a big fat bore and even more
i hav absolutely nothing t look forward to
its like a bloody vicious cycle ):
especially with my bloody STAR programme starting this Wednesday
i g t sch wit the exact same empty feeling evry bloody day
i dnt see how the situation is going t get any better
one straight road t hell it is
ohwell i had it coming rite frm the very start
))):
bad day ¶ 10:07 PM 0 Comments
monday is a boring day
anyhow
school is a big fat bore and even more
i hav absolutely nothing t look forward to
its like a bloody vicious cycle ):
especially with my bloody STAR programme starting this Wednesday
i g t sch wit the exact same empty feeling evry bloody day
i dnt see how the situation is going t get any better
one straight road t hell it is
ohwell i had it coming rite frm the very start
))):
bad day ¶ 10:07 PM 0 Comments
Sunday, April 08, 2007
In the past month, I bought a grand total of four tops, one pair of shoes, a watch and a camera. Which is not quite a lot but sounds more than what I usually buy.
O'well.
Long school day tomorrow.
And to make it eight million times worse is actual PFT.
Waulau.
I don't want to picture myself attempting six rounds of the track and very damn possibly failing miserably.
I don't want to perspire and make my already messy hair more messy.
I don't want to bring my towel, shower gel.
I don't want to eat canteen food. I don't want to be dismissed at 4.10pm.
I don't want to waste time at the stupid talk and geog and math tutorial.
I don't want to wake up before the sun rises.
Period.
No lessons on next Wednesday onwards for me(:
Which is a little bit of a relief.
Physics SPA skill A on Monday morning, followed by the scholarship talk, and tuition in the afternoon.
Oh bother bother bother! ¶ 9:59 PM 0 Comments
O'well.
Long school day tomorrow.
And to make it eight million times worse is actual PFT.
Waulau.
I don't want to picture myself attempting six rounds of the track and very damn possibly failing miserably.
I don't want to perspire and make my already messy hair more messy.
I don't want to bring my towel, shower gel.
I don't want to eat canteen food. I don't want to be dismissed at 4.10pm.
I don't want to waste time at the stupid talk and geog and math tutorial.
I don't want to wake up before the sun rises.
Period.
No lessons on next Wednesday onwards for me(:
Which is a little bit of a relief.
Physics SPA skill A on Monday morning, followed by the scholarship talk, and tuition in the afternoon.
Oh bother bother bother! ¶ 9:59 PM 0 Comments
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Sunday, April 01, 2007
anw. i think what i really want is to create memories.
that's right. memories.
that everything will be alright on the day itself,
that for once i can enjoy the day that's meant to be mine,
to feel what it feels like.
everything's gonna be alright.
hmmm. i feel like doing pirouttes,
and i really wanna be able to dance my best,
and not let circumstances affect me.
to regain that confidence [after what happened],
not to use that as an excuse...
to dance with my heart, for myself.
to not make any silly mistakes.
to dance with my heart and soul.
whoots.
on a side note!
i'd like:
- shop for tops, more tops
- carrot cake at Olio
- venezia icecream at SAM ((:
- good dinner with my friends and love
- good rest
- resume my dance
- nice picnic
- nice walk on the beach
- compilation of songs
and others too... ¶ 4:07 PM 0 Comments
that's right. memories.
that everything will be alright on the day itself,
that for once i can enjoy the day that's meant to be mine,
to feel what it feels like.
everything's gonna be alright.
hmmm. i feel like doing pirouttes,
and i really wanna be able to dance my best,
and not let circumstances affect me.
to regain that confidence [after what happened],
not to use that as an excuse...
to dance with my heart, for myself.
to not make any silly mistakes.
to dance with my heart and soul.
whoots.
on a side note!
i'd like:
- shop for tops, more tops
- carrot cake at Olio
- venezia icecream at SAM ((:
- good dinner with my friends and love
- good rest
- resume my dance
- nice picnic
- nice walk on the beach
- compilation of songs
and others too... ¶ 4:07 PM 0 Comments
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