i feel really really clumsy and stupid ):

The news of the dismissal of a boy from our school broke to us during assembly on friday morning because of one snide remark he made in his blog which cause an upheaval in school. It really is such an upsetting event. The teachers were a little angsty, and even the security guard pulled a long face when he watched us leave the assembly area. This made me realise how very, absolutely, totally fragile life is. I knew how fragile life is since a long time ago but it is only when something close to oneself hits one does it have such an impact. When I was little, I used to be very, very afraid of death. Maybe I still am. Because of these, I tell myself I must enjoy and live life to the fullest every single day no matter how cliched it may seem.  ¶ 11:19 AM